kata qhairil 'nikmati aiskrim sebelum ia cair' (shemey, 2013)

seriously. 
I NEED AN INSPIRATION 
right here.
right at this moment. 
I NEED MOTIVATION
I AM DESPERATELY NEED IT ..like.. NOW!
someone..call me please. 

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hah! *sigh*
nevermine. i'll be able to motivate myself anyway. 
*long sigh*

i lose. i hurt. i cry.again. to the same reason. by the same person. full stop.


i couldn't able to think of any other possibility for this.
i realize that all the calculation  for the consequences I've made starting to make sense.
indeed. i'll have to survive.
this is the price that i have to pay for the 'crime' i'd done to my life. 
and now i have to face it.
endure it. live with it.
live life before it ends and please...no regrets. 
i believe that ALLAH has given me a super duper awesome zig-zag life pathway.
so..i'll just have to be patient. soon come the happy ending. 
insyaALLAH. 
i too think .. should eat the ice cream before it melt.
once it melt the feel might not be the same again. 



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