worries causes weight loss kata kangkung (shemey, 2014)

this is my fifth day of holidays in my hometown and i still have a lot of worries. 

first :
 i am worried of my FYP. if it weren't because i went back home, i should have done my labwork by now.

secondly :
about my flight on this 3rd of Feb. it is scheduled 2 weeks earlier than usual. and. i am very reluctant of going back to Unimas. 

thirdly :
i think im gonna homesick. 

fifth :
still thinking of my FYP. bila lah boleh siap ni! urgh! 

sixth seventh eighth ninth tenth. and. the rest. im worried of everything because i think a lot. a lot more than what u think of.

to tell the truth, bila aku fikir pasal going back to unimas jantung aku berdegup kencang. macam something bad might happen to me or anyone else around me. im afraid of that.usual bila this thing happen it means something bad gonna happen. aku bukanlah jenis org yg selalu rasa benda2 mcm ni. dan org kata jgn layan feeling mcm ni. sbb ..well u know that.  but know what its been a long time i havent feel this kind of feeling. and that what makes me more worry. ya Allah. i hope nothing bad gonna happen to me, my family, and those people that i care much. 

ya Allah. i need you.

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