this is shemey..im back (shemey, 2012)

assalamualaikum dan selamat pagi~ 


today is the first day of june. hopefully today and onward my life getting better which is less hurt lest complicated less chaotic. recently, my life is really sucks. so much problem so much hurt so miserable. 
and its kinda stupid okay! 
seems like it started with him (NA) suddenly appears with news of his girlfriend >> and this international guy whose frequently giving me headache  >> my friends reaction towards this russian guy >> the society whose so close minded >> my health problem >> my family >> and lastly..my study
yeah. its really too much for me.
 i always think why ALLAH test me with this look-simple-but-not-problems whenever the exams is around the corner? 
like seriously..last sem during my final sem..my heart system attacked. and yes it do affecting my study weeks. but thanks ALLAH i still get good pointer..which is 3.00 above. 
and now..the same thing happened. 
everything in choas. especially my heart system. which sometimes giving me headache. 
what the? when i recall everything..it is STUPID. 
and again..thanks to ALLAH for always giving me strength, helping me to stay strong, show me what is wrong what is bad, always open my eyes, asking me to keep patient and always be there for me. 
yeah..i know everything happens for a reason..right?
just keep moving forward. 
what bygone be bygone.
stay strong.
endure all the pain as long as u can.
yes..time can healed u eventhough the scars remain.
that scars indicate you are strong enough to faced what makes u hurt.
this is how u learn to live your  life.
but whatever it is always and never forget ALLAH.
the best and for most.
the one and only.
the listener the provider the guidance. 
ALLAH swt. 


p/s:
even with the words..it  isnt enough to describe how grateful i am to ALLAH as HE never left this little creature who had hurt a lot during her lifetime bear the pain alone.
and yes.. QURAN the best medicine ever.  



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