hey NA !! (shemey, 2012)

masahulkhair~

today is saturday 

and i was suppose to have fun.sleep all day long watch movie and laughing teasing with my roommates.

but..unfortunately it is not.

today was my first paper for final exam. 

and yeah..it had just finish about 2hours ago. 

and now another 6 papers to go.

cant wait to see this end as soon as possible

and not enough with that..my mood once again being twisted to the hilt by this someone.

from a bit depressed into so damn depressed.

so nice of him! damn.

with his childish action..blaming me for this and that..heart feeling..provoking and so on really pissed me off.

what is wrong with him? for sudden being so..urghh!! 

here is the thing.

once i have ditched u from my heart..it means u are just nothing matter to me anymore.

whatever action u might do or anything isn't gonna be my problem.

as now u were just somebody that i used to know. (gotye~ :P)

you..your thing..your life aren't something that i should care of.

and so do u.

never care for anything that i do, i said or whatever it is.

even if u think it is about u..just ignore. 

oh please~ u have your life to take care of..so do i.

y should u be bother with all my actions towards u?

u care to much of what i think of u. and its sucks. nonsense. 

you are d only guy who had given me the most harder time in  my love life history.

always make things even complicated

make me tired whenever handling things concerning u.

and now..please don't make me suffers more.

go on and focus with your life.

be better person.

change your attitude and be matured.

so do i.

p/s

if  u read this.

please think positive. 

i know..

u might gonna mad and again gonna think that i made myself look good here and bla3..

but if u think it the other way..

be in my shoes..

recall everything u have done during our time together.

and u'll understand what is this all about.