emo ntah pape (shemey, 2012)

take me out of this darkness.
show me the way.
stumbling.
its confusing.
which way should i go?

thinking..thinking..and never stop thinking.
its hurt. my head hurt.
too much thinking make things become more complicated.
this is what i really not favour at all.
what should i do?

and yet this heart doing its own chit-chating.
feeling this and that.
really. its crowded with so many feelings.
loneliness anger mixed with excitement and boredom.
and its rhyme the same rythm. hurt.

let him go, let him go, let him go
stay strong, stay strong, stay strong
stop and end it.
never hope for something that u know its not gonna happen.

life is like a cycle.
there is always up and down.
what makes u stronger is how u manage to survive.
because no matter how many times u stumble down..
there is always a way for u to get up..
u only need a strong will..
if u believe u can do it..yes. u can.
because now i believe i can get out from this darkness.





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